Sunday, June 29, 2008

Symptoms Of Warts In Throat

Endless Night

Endless Night

Where's the star light?
Black is the day.
How I ever find home?
home this empty dream.
Took me the night.
Father, I'm so alone.

You wanted to be,
Whenever I need help,
Whenever I call you after,
But you're not there with me.
I listen to dark,
Did I hear your voice
One word, one word
And already goes by the nightmare.

When breaks in the morning?
Ooh, endless night Sleepless I wish I could
the day.
When you were still with me, I saw the way

Father, I've lost my way.

You wanted to be,
Whenever I need help,
Whenever I call you after,
But you're not there with me.
I listen in the dark,
Did I hear your voice.
One word, one word
And already goes by the nightmare


It is pitch dark outside. The castle is also, and very few lights in the city. No star can be seen in the sky. The night is overwhelming. Is heavy and it's scary.

I love this song and it touches me every time tears. :-(

I do not know what to write. German Lang has lost, 1-0. The Prague holiday is booked since yesterday and is always more expensive. My sister is selfish as ever and I still miss them. My parents push me off, or rather their responsibility on me I know I am an adult and should alone be able to live, but how to do it from such a position out
My starting position.? Most probably a high school with 3, something is what. I do with it? Where should I start? And instead, my parents ask me why it is, they push me off, for tuition. O-Ton: "In a few hours of tutoring, it should not be so."
No, because it's really not. But who cares?

I hope someone here can talk to me. Here, here "at home" here in the area. Someone I can call in the middle of the night and can stop by. Someone who thinks like me. Just someone who is there. I want to talk to someone walking on the letter, go visit a museum, visit exhibitions, theater. I will not always be the one that is not all that interested. I will no longer be the one that determines much of any idea or no interest hat.

Du fehlst.

Oh, endlose Nacht.



Spanien ist Europameister und ich kann kein Wort tschechisch.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Free Fully Finished Poptropica Accounts

books

Von claire lilliana übernommen:

 The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)

1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien

3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck

62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

More than 6 are, however, this list is more than funny.

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Footprints in the sand

Some people shape a life. Unconscious conscious and, intentionally and unintentionally
Let chronologically and only when, true character has also begun.

Daniela:
My former best friend. She has lived with me for primary school. with it much the first time I've seen I have grown with it. She was with me in many difficult times. Be it my investigations and related expenses with my parents or whether it is the realization that sometimes you have to let these people leave. You will never want to worry me, it will always be a part of my life, but we've grown apart, have changed us completely. If only because her little brother is my sponsor child, we will always have contact. I miss her.

Sandra:
'm with her I lived through my rebellious phase. Did the craziest things done and I really enjoyed every single day with her. We were never really close to each other and yet we needed each other. But then she moved away and since we are only sporadically. What I find sad. Very sad.

Norman:
He was my approximations of feelings. Has also worked somehow, only that it was very negative towards the end

Ivo.
has the one of them if you want to be brave and even overestimated. But who wants to fly, need to know how it is to fall. Some knowledge just tastes bitter.

Claudia:
got through them, I approach the dark soul of my acquaintance. Through them I've learned. that you need friends and they can not live without. Although lately we are not so small, we know we're there for each other always.

Jasmin:
She is different, very difficult from time to time, but it is fully in life. I admire you.

Angelika:
Sometimes it is me as a calming influence. For some things you just do not play such an important role and does not dwell on to appearances. It relaxes me.

Thomas: He has given me
me. He found me and he loved me so far the only one. He was my first love. I know I need him in my life, but must learn to live without him. I will miss him.
I could write a whole novel about him, but that would not catch him.

Lara:
I can not say exactly how they tell me has characterized or still does, but in any case, it was shaped. to live your way is awesome, in a positive way. It is extreme and I guess. You are not adjusted to maybe somewhere to fit better inside. It is always wonderful it is to itself.

Anne.
My soul Even if there is no way to recognize and show me the way they can not go, she with me. It keeps me alive. I do not remember how I came without them cope.



So, of course, missing since a few friends, but I just wanted to mention that I have really influenced. I need you all and I will not forget you. Never.
You are my footprints in the sand. It is my way.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Rash Face Early Pregnancy

Bento Bento


Oyako-Don with rice and matching Furikake to cucumber-corn-cheese salad with pine nuts and tomatoes for me.
Lazy dessert with a selection of Japanese sweets.


Bento 18.06.2008

Monday, June 16, 2008

Where Is A Good Place To Scooter

over losing.

in his life but you lose more than that to win.
You lose your childhood, the unprejudiced, the innocence, the little things lose their luster. You lose friends, family members, you lose yourself again and again you lose faith, hope and, above all, one loses the love.
Nothing remains for eternity.

One loses, loses and loses. Wherever you look, people lose. Hang old things for which they once had, but they must now regret. Be it one time before in wealth, attention, the young years. Let it is a person who moved away, gone away or even died. Whether it's a feeling, a moment for some time. What good is it to cling to something that will disappear again? What good is it to trust one, to drop in the belief that one will always keep? What use is it to you when there is no Time, no constant, no peace? Rest in the course of time, peace in the expectations, peace in life.

One is forced to lose himself again and again. In order to integrate adapt contemporaries, to be able to. Always have to give up something of himself, something to give, always need to convert to keep the ability to to. You can never be a naked soul that we were just in a moment of our lives. Never can we unite all facets of us. We never can be the person we are, what we are but have no idea. One can not know who you are. How is one to know it too may of our thousands of pages? As you can see in the mirror and see all the facets together? When you see not just the one facet that we see ourselves and perhaps see even want / can? Others see, it's not something completely different? And this view is divided several times. Where, where we can, as seeing the person we are?
Without any character without influence, no opinions or regulations. Where we can be still undescribed?

Because in life, you can no longer be blank. Really, really about nothing more we can really make our own opinion. We lean on to something that already exists. We copy form in order to fit in, but are not new, not unimpressed. While we must constantly change or sometimes do, we lose ourselves. Lose more from the man that we could have been. While getting the chance to be someone else, whether better or worse does not matter, but while we get this way is that someone else is just not own
The person that you are yourself, there is no fluid mechanics to theoretical, since we just in this life we are. We are although we are, yet we have changed so much, adapted, lost that one could even be anyone else.

change is just another synonym for losing. Change is always that one gives up something and you reached for something new. If you simply lose changes and is satisfied with the alternative, perhaps even with the alternative more than satisfied. One can see also the case that you win. Of experiences, feelings and experiences. One gains knowledge, money and people. Man wins, wins and wins. And yet things can be behind it, you miss that one has liked / had that have shaped one, which have a simple accompanied only. You lose so much one also wins. You lose.
lose Maybe you have in life is to find out to who we really are. Maybe this is just the way to lose there. But it can not be possible to have that behind all this lies not lose the sense that it must be so. Surely that losing us fills us with the full, what we should be.

I was and am still so close to madness, as never before. I feel his presence beside me, before me, behind me and especially me. I feel when he is behind me, as his breath touches my neck, when he walks beside me, as his touch give me goose bumps when he stands before me, his eyes screened disappointed me. But most of all I feel it in me. Feel how he dismantled my mind, fire places and pushing my mind in the corner And all the madness just because the question. Who am I? No answer there, at least no answer that encompasses the whole truth. I've had enough of partial truths, only sections. I've had enough of losing.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

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salad (iceberg lettuce, Corn, radish, carrot) for me some little yellow and red tomatoes. Deep-fried veal rolls with sweet peas and carrots, sausage and egg mitssglückte flowers, Chinese cabbage and snow peas in cream cheese sauce on top and mini mozzarella.
For dessert, there were some banana chips, apple chips, cherries and gooseberry (for me), apple-banana compote and a Meltykiss.


Bento 12.06.2008

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

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Bento Bento


You will not have any friends with Salahat! Yes
Diättag again, again, salad (iceberg lettuce, corn, radishes, egg) on veggies (yellow squash and eggplant in tomato sauce) with cottage cheese, catfish and fried sausages. For I then garlic mushrooms and tomatoes.
For dessert, there were some banana chips, apple chips, persimmons, cherries and gooseberry. Soni I still have foisted Sour cherries, but they did not like.

Bento 11.06.2008

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

6 Inch Alphabet Blocks




Because of the carbohydrate boycott it today salad (iceberg lettuce, carrot, pine nuts, corn and cucumber) with Klabsminutensteak, quail eggs and sweet chilli Soni sticks.
strawberry pudding for dessert with a strawberry.


Bento 10.06.2008

Friday, June 6, 2008

Card Wordings For A Mother To Be

Bento Bento


Mapo Tofu Furikake and rice, and cucumber Salt for me with honey-mustard dressing for Soni with herb dressing.
For dessert, apple-strawberry compote gabs, apple cookies, cherries, and a golden Kivi.


Bento 06.06.2008

Thursday, June 5, 2008

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There were BBQ Carrot & Corn, potatoes, pangasius, zucchini, gyoza for me and salad with tomatoes.
Since I use the package from Japan , I'm totally verpeilt the dessert, but we've received but watermelon, yummy!

Bento 05.06.2008

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Bethany James Instructions

Bento


Hiyashi Chuka , only that I did not makes also use ham instead of turkey breast and mustard sauce for the mustard green, it got to Pfirsicheistee.
For dessert, apple-banana compote, corn biscuits and grapes.

Bento 04.06.2008

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Notes For Condolences

reporting


What a syndrome that could be, I did not notice me, on Friday will be tested ... probably.
Well at least he has apologized for the Monday, and his wife has that gorgeous accent, deep red lips and nails also has a pale complexion, black hair, how can I resist?
In Cologne, at the moment all posters, I will go there ! Maybe even this weekend ... rummailen times. The package of
Bertine.de came today, the lip gloss was not unfortunately, but that the case, which fits a shoe. had, together with scarf, pencil skirt and gloves It will also coincide with the neurologist. I wanted to make a picture of it, but the light is just too bad right now, maybe tomorrow.

Now I must get back to work ... and am so tired, but it is the month of the organization in the monster, and it is on the list so I have ran.

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Bento Bento


very unspectacular Rumsteak, zucchini and red pepper couscous.
For dessert, strawberry, apricot, yellow and apple-Kivi Dinkelkese.


Bento 03.06.2008