Five Times August / Smile Empty Soul
"We shall find peace. We will listen to the angels and see the sky sparkling with diamonds. "
Maybe I'm like Norah. Maybe I'm talking only about making what I want and do not want to do, what I can and can not, and what absolutely does not fit into my life and what I really want to have in my life. Even the stupid idea with the Christmas-If I had, and that just because a stupid moment determined before 5 years. If not longer.
But whenever it comes to action on my part. If I skip steps do if I need to breathe words of which I am afraid. Every time I disappear. Protective wall. Latch, shell. I'm tight. Whenever I had the opportunity to even the slightest chance to change something.
The thing bobs up with Sarah to herself. You is of the opinion, especially since our Christmas Eve that we get everything back into balance. And I just attacked by her feel, because it puts so much more to it. They probably will never understand.
And now, is very close to the end of this year everything to me one, I lost. Daniela. Sarah, my heart, my soul, my mind, my sister, my family, and I'm about to lose even Anne. I will say that I stay, I will never go. But I feel I must. I can not stay longer, I can not stay longer and they violate it. I'm just not the person I would like to be for them. I am not the person she sees me in the hope that it really is. Whenever I try, I can not take this picture of me maintained. And I can not stand the pain any more if I destroy their hopes, their beliefs. I can not continue to let them down and expect that I can always go back.
I also really miss Pepe. Without knowing it has kept me as I staggered. I was torn from my feelings and just gave me a little rest. It is simply wonderful with her. No complicated feelings, no questions without answers, but simply being.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Plan B Spotting Before Period?
entfall @ 2008-12-09T14: 54:00
I do not remember when I was the last time you felt really alive, the old familiar painful tendons I would burst the body, uncontrollable images and words and music to shred-like rash ill in a wild sequence rampant in my brain.
There's just emptiness and constant aimless inner turmoil - which is probably in the spirit of Fromm's lack of productivity and amplified by the single excitation and still all that unused lasting effect of nicotine, the all voltages are not deflected goal-directed (left out, acted out) and thus remain in a 'dam itself and wear down.
If I could only bring myself to doing something and not always so stark was tired (physically and mentally), but is probably all the many theoretical possibilities nothing more than my imagination, like a free will that decides and it selects Perhaps Schopenhauer is right: but what do I know already, that's me all too high.
I do not remember when I was the last time you felt really alive, the old familiar painful tendons I would burst the body, uncontrollable images and words and music to shred-like rash ill in a wild sequence rampant in my brain.
There's just emptiness and constant aimless inner turmoil - which is probably in the spirit of Fromm's lack of productivity and amplified by the single excitation and still all that unused lasting effect of nicotine, the all voltages are not deflected goal-directed (left out, acted out) and thus remain in a 'dam itself and wear down.
If I could only bring myself to doing something and not always so stark was tired (physically and mentally), but is probably all the many theoretical possibilities nothing more than my imagination, like a free will that decides and it selects Perhaps Schopenhauer is right: but what do I know already, that's me all too high.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Cheap Dartboard Stands
entfall @ 2008-12 - 03T01: 47:00
I wonder why it is that I somehow always have the feeling of falling out of the frame to fit anywhere.
full well I actually see myself with similar solitary people, but this I know not so many, and also is offered by no means all.
No matter how objective I am approaching the matter go and I try to prove the contrary, the feeling remains. And I understand's just not easy.
This is not something I imagining me in a fit of sentimental romance late adolescence or in the course of my höchstindividualisierten self-concept is certain, but simply an impression. Purely emotional. And it's not as if I was the belief that the events of my life anyway highly refined interior is no one able to understand. Individuation concerns what counts in any more or less, the fact that it can not I got that. But I can
get where I want to do with who also always have, the result is and will remain mostly the same, repeatedly.
would be possible that it is somehow of my personality because I am perhaps too complex (even in areas that are mutually exclusive for others) and unstable (always in flux ) and then somehow I always think social social-interpersonal causes death - because these features now make it even difficult to assess a deal with one. I think. I do not hold that the so irrefutably determined is who you are. And often I have rather the impression that this definition and is forced down a social component to ensure the stability, that it is more likely to order and structure: stability and reliability now awaken once more the impression of security.
In the end, everything is just back to me, as always, were arrogance, aloofness and lack of integration and are constantly accused me even rumored, maybe I should separate myself not always and everywhere - but damn , based on most people I happen to have not the slightest problem with my usual Loneliness. Only be about exactly this setting is the problem because I have too few opportunities ...
If I approach it, I could get involved on people where is the start pretty sure that nothing is more likely (because the differences are too serious to be found), but perhaps one looks forward even in the retrospect, however, know the person to have learned (you can not learn something from each? what do I know already from the relevant people), so sometimes there are problems ... I know it just is not easy. Must select one does not always? Because in every relationship you put right on time and energy, and I myself need very simple no mere''contacts''with no depth - either all or nothing. What's
. For me there is just nothing that has not been proven on closer examination to be highly complex, and my''solutions''I think after all not just the tried and trusted paths, in the range of what is as well as normal'',''common and consistently considered and what is generally acknowledged to be and be perceived as seems appropriate.
But if this is so, then how can I probably nothing in the classical sense (company) are Fit-out people, because I will always and everywhere somewhere will offend and irritate, as long as I want to stay reasonably authentic. But that may depend really on environment.
'm here since I moved here, everything is somehow more and more out of control if you want to call it so's I can find that an increasing neglect of me. My life is becoming more unstructured and disorganized, and it is as if my inhibitions fall increasingly in terms of so much destructive, what I - mixed with some boiled-defiant, cold indifference - somehow always anti- social power. It does not matter to much more easily, is so desperate should account for all the things that a normal, regular and orderly life - irrelevant and unimportant, it is more and more. But that was probably once again in sight because of the sudden unaccustomed self-determination here and I'm probably even more suited to this because I am my standing under the influence of my right in this respect rather unpleasant past, not simply because nature appears to me useless forced rules will stop and let me in completely arbitrary bounded random press-occurring areas. And typically is again anyway my reaction to all the merriment, almost the enjoyment of the progressive destruction and Decay, well. considered
in the performance or from the outside appears so everything is always so much grandiose than the reality - that kind of life, diversity and so on. In truth, in my opinion, more of a necessity arising from the personality, and of course it is thus often a more or less bad. But it has just all the advantages and disadvantages. And if you want everything, you get probably stop everything, with all the bells and whistles, all suffering and all pain - intensity is probably (at least for me and with me) always ambivalence may only possible in any direction, and probably rarely healthy, well then is probably the center, balance and all that (but do not you think that you could live in this intense form without the constant destructive? connotation or do you put intensity with intensity over the same? Why must everything always be just so endlessly complicated, how do I supposed to go as far as I can, should, must? Or will ... Somehow it just never enough, perhaps because something else entirely, Basic is missing). Oh what the heck, you just have to decide, but that was always and everywhere (and I It can therefore not troztdem better).
Sometimes the desire for the crossing and also overcoming the last barriers separating so strong that I am ironically reminded of Freud's idea of the death drive feel to return to the''urge to inorganic and inanimate, quest for distraction and binding resolution.''
be re-ground ... One with the heavens melted into nothing, cancel all limits.
Anyway, it goes again.
'nough said.
I wonder why it is that I somehow always have the feeling of falling out of the frame to fit anywhere.
full well I actually see myself with similar solitary people, but this I know not so many, and also is offered by no means all.
No matter how objective I am approaching the matter go and I try to prove the contrary, the feeling remains. And I understand's just not easy.
This is not something I imagining me in a fit of sentimental romance late adolescence or in the course of my höchstindividualisierten self-concept is certain, but simply an impression. Purely emotional. And it's not as if I was the belief that the events of my life anyway highly refined interior is no one able to understand. Individuation concerns what counts in any more or less, the fact that it can not I got that. But I can
get where I want to do with who also always have, the result is and will remain mostly the same, repeatedly.
would be possible that it is somehow of my personality because I am perhaps too complex (even in areas that are mutually exclusive for others) and unstable (always in flux ) and then somehow I always think social social-interpersonal causes death - because these features now make it even difficult to assess a deal with one. I think. I do not hold that the so irrefutably determined is who you are. And often I have rather the impression that this definition and is forced down a social component to ensure the stability, that it is more likely to order and structure: stability and reliability now awaken once more the impression of security.
In the end, everything is just back to me, as always, were arrogance, aloofness and lack of integration and are constantly accused me even rumored, maybe I should separate myself not always and everywhere - but damn , based on most people I happen to have not the slightest problem with my usual Loneliness. Only be about exactly this setting is the problem because I have too few opportunities ...
If I approach it, I could get involved on people where is the start pretty sure that nothing is more likely (because the differences are too serious to be found), but perhaps one looks forward even in the retrospect, however, know the person to have learned (you can not learn something from each? what do I know already from the relevant people), so sometimes there are problems ... I know it just is not easy. Must select one does not always? Because in every relationship you put right on time and energy, and I myself need very simple no mere''contacts''with no depth - either all or nothing. What's
. For me there is just nothing that has not been proven on closer examination to be highly complex, and my''solutions''I think after all not just the tried and trusted paths, in the range of what is as well as normal'',''common and consistently considered and what is generally acknowledged to be and be perceived as seems appropriate.
But if this is so, then how can I probably nothing in the classical sense (company) are Fit-out people, because I will always and everywhere somewhere will offend and irritate, as long as I want to stay reasonably authentic. But that may depend really on environment.
'm here since I moved here, everything is somehow more and more out of control if you want to call it so's I can find that an increasing neglect of me. My life is becoming more unstructured and disorganized, and it is as if my inhibitions fall increasingly in terms of so much destructive, what I - mixed with some boiled-defiant, cold indifference - somehow always anti- social power. It does not matter to much more easily, is so desperate should account for all the things that a normal, regular and orderly life - irrelevant and unimportant, it is more and more. But that was probably once again in sight because of the sudden unaccustomed self-determination here and I'm probably even more suited to this because I am my standing under the influence of my right in this respect rather unpleasant past, not simply because nature appears to me useless forced rules will stop and let me in completely arbitrary bounded random press-occurring areas. And typically is again anyway my reaction to all the merriment, almost the enjoyment of the progressive destruction and Decay, well. considered
in the performance or from the outside appears so everything is always so much grandiose than the reality - that kind of life, diversity and so on. In truth, in my opinion, more of a necessity arising from the personality, and of course it is thus often a more or less bad. But it has just all the advantages and disadvantages. And if you want everything, you get probably stop everything, with all the bells and whistles, all suffering and all pain - intensity is probably (at least for me and with me) always ambivalence may only possible in any direction, and probably rarely healthy, well then is probably the center, balance and all that (but do not you think that you could live in this intense form without the constant destructive? connotation or do you put intensity with intensity over the same? Why must everything always be just so endlessly complicated, how do I supposed to go as far as I can, should, must? Or will ... Somehow it just never enough, perhaps because something else entirely, Basic is missing). Oh what the heck, you just have to decide, but that was always and everywhere (and I It can therefore not troztdem better).
Sometimes the desire for the crossing and also overcoming the last barriers separating so strong that I am ironically reminded of Freud's idea of the death drive feel to return to the''urge to inorganic and inanimate, quest for distraction and binding resolution.''
be re-ground ... One with the heavens melted into nothing, cancel all limits.
Anyway, it goes again.
'nough said.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Gay Cruising Cambridge
entfall @ 2008-11-25T23: 39:00
Urgh. There are writing down so much that my buzzing of the skull, probably I have forgotten most of the half-way back or tired.
Especially because my intellectual debates always look so that it all as long wechsel-/gegenseitig contrary (or I am self-refuting), until nothing remains.
But my knowledge has limits, and probably there really is not any problem for a purely spiritual solution probably has to surrender himself before I buried too deep and too stiff hormone tracks scarred brain tissue and help it in deed'''' only drugs if the''disease''gone too far and therefore a habit is that you only still with bombs and grenades you can shake. But for me there are too many unknown and undefined, non-specific shades of gray between black and white all the categories of psychology, and even these are not clearly and unambiguously defined and tangible - we do not even know what the our sense of self actually constitutes. Okay, but now it's not like I was there expert.
Sometimes I just know nothing, not what I want, not who I am, what I feel and think or to feel better and think''''what I may or may not know what ' 'good''and''what''bad for me is what''right''and''wrong''(in the sense for what purpose? I think just it does not). They are then precisely those moments when I wonder where exactly are now actually are the limits of thought - where do you start when there is nothing in the end nothing ever will, because all thinking is always breaking up st? (Should, for example, in the sense of finding what you want to know why / do, etc.) no decision aid, on the other: On one hand you have so determined on the basis of complete neutrality and objectivity (always dependent on their own subjective thinking power as defined) opened a way of thinking but also the possibility a certain progress through reflection and thus the possible debilitating habitual negative thought patterns and work on the emotional patterns caused by them - that they would basically be absolutely free, probably to free . For I am not a man once for arbitrariness, in any event not know if I pick them at random any way of life - and every time when I once again am aware that I''only''by my thinking counter-steer and you could be no longer be all that bad, I feel always so empty and lifeless, because everything is so random and arbitrary, and because even these feelings could be so at the same time as''rationalize''. But for the actions it takes a will to do so and that a conviction about something, motivation and drive, but as I in no sense or reason for what ever see and there is nothing that makes me anything drives or forces; know I really do not know where to get the (above-mentioned conditions for action) (it's all alike no matter ...). Sometimes it pisses me
simply assume that everything you see in countless ways can, and then again's sickens me that annoy me, just because it's all can actually look out in countless different ways.
anyway I wonder whether it really is possible to make completely new and different ideas, whether or not all thinking is always ultimately based on the known (but as then, new ideas / inventions / philosophies can be designed?). Well, I can not imagine infinity, not even a world without visual patterning, but it does not mean yes, that one limits one's thinking not shut down to a minimum, could leave the old ways for new - The only question is: How far? To what extent my brain is dependent on being able to draw on ideas and influences from outside back to what extent it is at all possible, worlds of thought to develop only in its own right?
And to come back to the field of psychology back: Who has really the right or the ability to assess to what extent and when I like and what to feel (and think so too) may it's normal and what is called the term at all? What exactly would be the restriction of my Feelings through drugs justified because in the end?
So let's tell me, the intensity of my feelings was quite dramatic in its intensity - but what if I give it maybe does not want to because I like hot and cold and not lukewarm? Lack of insight, which itself belongs to the clinical picture? Well, maybe. Possible that it's not the world that is so shallow and superficial, but only me who is too extreme, in all respects and in particular - as a classic all or nothing''all or nichts''-human, perhaps, that no Healthy''and''balanced mediocrity brings to the series that really everything has to exaggerate good, too. And? Does this mean that I necessarily have to adjust to so (even in all my thoughts and feelings),''errors''I? Is it just not right, because it does not fit into the overall system, match and integrate can not? What's ticked because, to me or my environment? In my opinion there is to that question is no universal answer, for this is quite simply depends on personal benefits and being performances, as always.
And that I had quite a to transform fear, only the well-known, entrenched and well-established paths, they never really leave - because the goal of therapy but very often this is to make the people into a functioning member of society, social-interpersonal involved, the economy and the state relevant. What criteria should also decide otherwise, has to be like a man (this is usually all so choose)?
I know just do not know if I can not find somewhere bizarre that the company obviously people need to feel only a very moderate, moderate frame and think able, so that they fit in 'and work to ensure that everything runs smoothly - I can simply not avoid the impression that is attached to it, whether and how sick you are. Everything is always so focused on pure efficiency, as if we were all synchronized and standardized gears of a giant machinery - always the''demand''for unity people, putting up some absurd standards for everything. And what the whole thing? For any economic and political system, for any society-social structure, for material goods? In any case, should be is not my idea of how life, the world and man, or could, or whatever. But maybe I'm wrong too, consider again all too melodramatic, I do not know. Just as the answer to another question I ask myself sometimes: Are other people''happy''or are they not? Where am again at the statements a few paragraphs above and would continue with my wit's end.
Oh what the heck, I still suspect that my problem is simply connected to my including increased attention and sensitivity and the damn aimless tendons About all the intensity and all the extremes of my personality - I take far too much and exercise, the input is too big for me.
I have to find some outlet for the resulting tensions and Gehirnamokläufe to deal with a constructive and productive way with it - goes beyond apathy and seal making out.
Why have I only really unwell this constant companion feel that the more I think and write, the fatal effects may be the incredible miscarriages and fallacies?
(Perhaps because it is so, . You clever guy)
And while we're in self-criticism, what plausible reason or legitimate motives for publishing such texts, or even my entire blog I have really?
(What, no?)
Delete your mind
Well, that's it for today, that's me anyway is already somewhere else, I'll do me now 'nen tea (how? No brandy?) and try to forget everything.
Urgh. There are writing down so much that my buzzing of the skull, probably I have forgotten most of the half-way back or tired.
Especially because my intellectual debates always look so that it all as long wechsel-/gegenseitig contrary (or I am self-refuting), until nothing remains.
But my knowledge has limits, and probably there really is not any problem for a purely spiritual solution probably has to surrender himself before I buried too deep and too stiff hormone tracks scarred brain tissue and help it in deed'''' only drugs if the''disease''gone too far and therefore a habit is that you only still with bombs and grenades you can shake. But for me there are too many unknown and undefined, non-specific shades of gray between black and white all the categories of psychology, and even these are not clearly and unambiguously defined and tangible - we do not even know what the our sense of self actually constitutes. Okay, but now it's not like I was there expert.
Sometimes I just know nothing, not what I want, not who I am, what I feel and think or to feel better and think''''what I may or may not know what ' 'good''and''what''bad for me is what''right''and''wrong''(in the sense for what purpose? I think just it does not). They are then precisely those moments when I wonder where exactly are now actually are the limits of thought - where do you start when there is nothing in the end nothing ever will, because all thinking is always breaking up st? (Should, for example, in the sense of finding what you want to know why / do, etc.) no decision aid, on the other: On one hand you have so determined on the basis of complete neutrality and objectivity (always dependent on their own subjective thinking power as defined) opened a way of thinking but also the possibility a certain progress through reflection and thus the possible debilitating habitual negative thought patterns and work on the emotional patterns caused by them - that they would basically be absolutely free, probably to free . For I am not a man once for arbitrariness, in any event not know if I pick them at random any way of life - and every time when I once again am aware that I''only''by my thinking counter-steer and you could be no longer be all that bad, I feel always so empty and lifeless, because everything is so random and arbitrary, and because even these feelings could be so at the same time as''rationalize''. But for the actions it takes a will to do so and that a conviction about something, motivation and drive, but as I in no sense or reason for what ever see and there is nothing that makes me anything drives or forces; know I really do not know where to get the (above-mentioned conditions for action) (it's all alike no matter ...). Sometimes it pisses me
simply assume that everything you see in countless ways can, and then again's sickens me that annoy me, just because it's all can actually look out in countless different ways.
anyway I wonder whether it really is possible to make completely new and different ideas, whether or not all thinking is always ultimately based on the known (but as then, new ideas / inventions / philosophies can be designed?). Well, I can not imagine infinity, not even a world without visual patterning, but it does not mean yes, that one limits one's thinking not shut down to a minimum, could leave the old ways for new - The only question is: How far? To what extent my brain is dependent on being able to draw on ideas and influences from outside back to what extent it is at all possible, worlds of thought to develop only in its own right?
And to come back to the field of psychology back: Who has really the right or the ability to assess to what extent and when I like and what to feel (and think so too) may it's normal and what is called the term at all? What exactly would be the restriction of my Feelings through drugs justified because in the end?
So let's tell me, the intensity of my feelings was quite dramatic in its intensity - but what if I give it maybe does not want to because I like hot and cold and not lukewarm? Lack of insight, which itself belongs to the clinical picture? Well, maybe. Possible that it's not the world that is so shallow and superficial, but only me who is too extreme, in all respects and in particular - as a classic all or nothing''all or nichts''-human, perhaps, that no Healthy''and''balanced mediocrity brings to the series that really everything has to exaggerate good, too. And? Does this mean that I necessarily have to adjust to so (even in all my thoughts and feelings),''errors''I? Is it just not right, because it does not fit into the overall system, match and integrate can not? What's ticked because, to me or my environment? In my opinion there is to that question is no universal answer, for this is quite simply depends on personal benefits and being performances, as always.
And that I had quite a to transform fear, only the well-known, entrenched and well-established paths, they never really leave - because the goal of therapy but very often this is to make the people into a functioning member of society, social-interpersonal involved, the economy and the state relevant. What criteria should also decide otherwise, has to be like a man (this is usually all so choose)?
I know just do not know if I can not find somewhere bizarre that the company obviously people need to feel only a very moderate, moderate frame and think able, so that they fit in 'and work to ensure that everything runs smoothly - I can simply not avoid the impression that is attached to it, whether and how sick you are. Everything is always so focused on pure efficiency, as if we were all synchronized and standardized gears of a giant machinery - always the''demand''for unity people, putting up some absurd standards for everything. And what the whole thing? For any economic and political system, for any society-social structure, for material goods? In any case, should be is not my idea of how life, the world and man, or could, or whatever. But maybe I'm wrong too, consider again all too melodramatic, I do not know. Just as the answer to another question I ask myself sometimes: Are other people''happy''or are they not? Where am again at the statements a few paragraphs above and would continue with my wit's end.
Oh what the heck, I still suspect that my problem is simply connected to my including increased attention and sensitivity and the damn aimless tendons About all the intensity and all the extremes of my personality - I take far too much and exercise, the input is too big for me.
I have to find some outlet for the resulting tensions and Gehirnamokläufe to deal with a constructive and productive way with it - goes beyond apathy and seal making out.
Why have I only really unwell this constant companion feel that the more I think and write, the fatal effects may be the incredible miscarriages and fallacies?
(Perhaps because it is so, . You clever guy)
And while we're in self-criticism, what plausible reason or legitimate motives for publishing such texts, or even my entire blog I have really?
(What, no?)
Delete your mind
Well, that's it for today, that's me anyway is already somewhere else, I'll do me now 'nen tea (how? No brandy?) and try to forget everything.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
How Can I Fake Community Service Hours For School
entfall @ 2008-11-22T18: 05:00
Sometimes when I exhausted late at night and come home empty from somewhere else, acted on rain-slicked streets tumble-shuffle, where the dim-sparse orange light of street lamps and mirrors to me suddenly everything hurts, the whole body and mind are one wants pain, I just lie down just yet in place, I think of the fine water spray in eyes wide open can sleep and then die, for the moment - 'cause the stars are to cold and far away, one could not reach them. Ever.
Sometimes when I drove for hours aimlessly restless-crazy through the streets until I am so lost and desperate feel that I could just run forever, I will simply never want to stay longer, stop me never ever to escape from it all, just follow the vague yearning to nowhere inside - 'cause there'll always be only seldom smiles and gazes. Never more.
Ha. Exactly.
I 'did not even staying power even a single thing durchzuzieh'n all - How will you live for then, huh?
you not only broken trails behind you can not leave everything to nothing, throw away all the potential opportunities and possibilities without thinking, but if you do not even know what could come of it, you never really sure Voucher FAQ sst and just try, at least try it out.
If you do that, you'll see but still pursue other ways to say goodbye.
I know.
Oh man, I really would have to work up some other things through writing. Somehow it to me again all too much.
Sometimes when I exhausted late at night and come home empty from somewhere else, acted on rain-slicked streets tumble-shuffle, where the dim-sparse orange light of street lamps and mirrors to me suddenly everything hurts, the whole body and mind are one wants pain, I just lie down just yet in place, I think of the fine water spray in eyes wide open can sleep and then die, for the moment - 'cause the stars are to cold and far away, one could not reach them. Ever.
Sometimes when I drove for hours aimlessly restless-crazy through the streets until I am so lost and desperate feel that I could just run forever, I will simply never want to stay longer, stop me never ever to escape from it all, just follow the vague yearning to nowhere inside - 'cause there'll always be only seldom smiles and gazes. Never more.
Ha. Exactly.
I 'did not even staying power even a single thing durchzuzieh'n all - How will you live for then, huh?
you not only broken trails behind you can not leave everything to nothing, throw away all the potential opportunities and possibilities without thinking, but if you do not even know what could come of it, you never really sure Voucher FAQ sst and just try, at least try it out.
If you do that, you'll see but still pursue other ways to say goodbye.
I know.
Oh man, I really would have to work up some other things through writing. Somehow it to me again all too much.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Syphilis Ingrown Hair
entfall @ 2008-11-02T23: 34:00
I have just come back from an extended tour of the area - I can not sit around all day in my room without me sometime back that this strange non-specific malaise and restlessness-driven ü ; berkommt, be it in front of the computer, a book or a piece of canvas, even at the Guitar not once is all too much (especially as the frequency of occurrence of these activities in chronological order drops significantly) - and had an experience of a kind, as I had so much ö would want fans, then they would lose their non-specificity, significance.
I stood near the tree line, absorbed in a very quiet piano piece with the evocative name''ending theme''of a vague acquaintance, and in the sight of the dark, tall, schlankwüchsigen spruces close together like an impenetrable black wall of silence the clear and cold night air traversed by the rising smoke of my cigarette and then this indescribable feeling - a moment that one would soon die, wegzusinken feel totally broken and exhaustion (mild lung pain, her legs threatening ) and at the same time deep calm and a kind of happiness or satisfaction, almost at peace with itself and the world.
If it would have to keep it ...
But I still believe, that's life, brief moments''only''a long eyelid shock intensity and extreme, then snap back to reality in the imaginary Railways, gap skipped in the system, blurred, gone.
I have just come back from an extended tour of the area - I can not sit around all day in my room without me sometime back that this strange non-specific malaise and restlessness-driven ü ; berkommt, be it in front of the computer, a book or a piece of canvas, even at the Guitar not once is all too much (especially as the frequency of occurrence of these activities in chronological order drops significantly) - and had an experience of a kind, as I had so much ö would want fans, then they would lose their non-specificity, significance.
I stood near the tree line, absorbed in a very quiet piano piece with the evocative name''ending theme''of a vague acquaintance, and in the sight of the dark, tall, schlankwüchsigen spruces close together like an impenetrable black wall of silence the clear and cold night air traversed by the rising smoke of my cigarette and then this indescribable feeling - a moment that one would soon die, wegzusinken feel totally broken and exhaustion (mild lung pain, her legs threatening ) and at the same time deep calm and a kind of happiness or satisfaction, almost at peace with itself and the world.
If it would have to keep it ...
But I still believe, that's life, brief moments''only''a long eyelid shock intensity and extreme, then snap back to reality in the imaginary Railways, gap skipped in the system, blurred, gone.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Buying Xanax Mexico Cancun
entfall @ 2008-10-31T23: 39:00
In this house there are so so damn quiet, they're probably somewhere on celebrating Halloween. In my floor at the weekend is almost no one anyway, because they all are driving home and the computer man is' probably at his girlfriend, was not anymore, anyway. But also from above and below, not a single sound is heard, no light, no presence is noticeable. All dead
And I am firm so cold inside and out, over his heart film Frost, Ice Spikes in the flesh. Sometimes I can not separate Alleinesein well tolerated, not even the silence, I said yes zudröhnen just the ears with far too loud trance music (over mp3 player, so it is better in my brain turns drilled), which will somehow ensure that I am not quite as baseless and empty feel, I feel the pain of sadness-not always so nauseated that I did all the feelings would most like to throw up in a bloody gush from the body. I lose always the relation to reality, I alienated myself and my environment, even more than it already has and all this suggests is not at all well down on my psychotic side. Wahn-Sinn, de-ranged units. No idea, I is' ere all the same wish I just would stop at some point, but it never does and I've eaten so much, get so tired of dying, as have I also right back to the need to throw up.
I really do not know how others do it, at this intensity of feeling noise sometimes I can not do without addictions, somehow you have it all be so well compensated and at least partially degraded, but presumably they are simply not permanently demands so chronsich with themselves, do not want to rat-bulky and helpless before the clumped ruins of the personality, feelings and thoughts known, namely because they are capable deal with it and only me is the time not clear again.
reminds me spontaneously Element of Crime, a quotation:''And what does that tell us now? -I do not know.'' Exactly, just as it is wonderful. I begin, I go on a nerve and that is definitely not a good sign ever, because you can not run so poorly known to himself - tried often enough have I's yes, but miraculously without any success.
Actually, I really should not have fun with this (To do just about anything or have written perhaps better?) Write such a stupid blog entry, although the yes then no one reads anyway, like in the gigantic social fabric I am embedded. But at least I can also knock yourself on the back and say''Well done girl, brilliant performance as usual, top condition and this expression''because I feel a lot better then me, because this is clearly . And so on.
Oh no matter, I can always somewhere else all the time.
In this house there are so so damn quiet, they're probably somewhere on celebrating Halloween. In my floor at the weekend is almost no one anyway, because they all are driving home and the computer man is' probably at his girlfriend, was not anymore, anyway. But also from above and below, not a single sound is heard, no light, no presence is noticeable. All dead
And I am firm so cold inside and out, over his heart film Frost, Ice Spikes in the flesh. Sometimes I can not separate Alleinesein well tolerated, not even the silence, I said yes zudröhnen just the ears with far too loud trance music (over mp3 player, so it is better in my brain turns drilled), which will somehow ensure that I am not quite as baseless and empty feel, I feel the pain of sadness-not always so nauseated that I did all the feelings would most like to throw up in a bloody gush from the body. I lose always the relation to reality, I alienated myself and my environment, even more than it already has and all this suggests is not at all well down on my psychotic side. Wahn-Sinn, de-ranged units. No idea, I is' ere all the same wish I just would stop at some point, but it never does and I've eaten so much, get so tired of dying, as have I also right back to the need to throw up.
I really do not know how others do it, at this intensity of feeling noise sometimes I can not do without addictions, somehow you have it all be so well compensated and at least partially degraded, but presumably they are simply not permanently demands so chronsich with themselves, do not want to rat-bulky and helpless before the clumped ruins of the personality, feelings and thoughts known, namely because they are capable deal with it and only me is the time not clear again.
reminds me spontaneously Element of Crime, a quotation:''And what does that tell us now? -I do not know.'' Exactly, just as it is wonderful. I begin, I go on a nerve and that is definitely not a good sign ever, because you can not run so poorly known to himself - tried often enough have I's yes, but miraculously without any success.
Actually, I really should not have fun with this (To do just about anything or have written perhaps better?) Write such a stupid blog entry, although the yes then no one reads anyway, like in the gigantic social fabric I am embedded. But at least I can also knock yourself on the back and say''Well done girl, brilliant performance as usual, top condition and this expression''because I feel a lot better then me, because this is clearly . And so on.
Oh no matter, I can always somewhere else all the time.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Bilateral Hamstring Strain Treatment
I'm nobody's fool
I can not keep up appearances. I can not wear more makeup more.
excuse.
I can not keep up appearances. I can not wear more makeup more.
excuse.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Dallas Stars Tickets Printable
entfall @ 2008-08-05T22: 36:00
I wish it would stop.
no idea storm, I increased the heart rate Heat waves and chasing through my body, I threatened to stifle painful and impregnated drips adrenaline panic as corrosive poison in my veins, not this explosive pressure in my skull, which limits me to the mental stability or load capacity and up to the edge of that abyss familiar madness drives.
Only I, I alone and nothing else, such a thing as inner peace, serenity balanced, center-balanced extremes. All this damn trash.
It is so typical of me not being able to fly without falling, the frenzy of joy only associated with the subsequent rush of pain to experience.
It's so damn hard, costs so a lot of energy, gegenzulenken always steer past, from catch-and. to remain rational. Let go.
(And of course run again as a result of those automatic mechanism of immediate flight into repression, which, as always, leaving nothing but emptiness, just because you do not want to face the things can make, erbA ;. Rmlich)
me is all, is caught up, dust-colored and I am stunned, splinters in the blood scrape along its tracks and drill into the heart, a strange pulling, pure organic Pain and I hear Portishead and think how nice it would now have a smoke, if I did not carry around this damned flu infection with me and I was wondering why the hell I am writing all this and if I will ever find an outlet for the vortex to unbearable tense emotions that I am loved one and all want to puke from the body and imagine what it would be to really explode, ash to be, black threads in the wind, rain on asphalt, clouds clouds, dirt and garbage, blood and vomit, empty bottles and injection needles, sweet colorful lights swaying swaying crowds lost in nothingness, a sky so endless and cold and I wonder what exactly is wrong with me actually, physically and mentally.
should probably stop all the things I do feel, and think that I do, feel and think and just try to follow what we as a healthy, life skills people called. Maybe then things would get better.
I just believe that I did not want that, any more than anything else. should
And I am unfortunately not really clear what it is, I do In this situation, in life at all, and in general, and in a spirit of constructive, productive purpose.
It is in its completely free valuation neutrality totally pointless exactly the same. There is no reason that forces you just to choose anything in particular.
I wish it would stop.
no idea storm, I increased the heart rate Heat waves and chasing through my body, I threatened to stifle painful and impregnated drips adrenaline panic as corrosive poison in my veins, not this explosive pressure in my skull, which limits me to the mental stability or load capacity and up to the edge of that abyss familiar madness drives.
Only I, I alone and nothing else, such a thing as inner peace, serenity balanced, center-balanced extremes. All this damn trash.
It is so typical of me not being able to fly without falling, the frenzy of joy only associated with the subsequent rush of pain to experience.
It's so damn hard, costs so a lot of energy, gegenzulenken always steer past, from catch-and. to remain rational. Let go.
(And of course run again as a result of those automatic mechanism of immediate flight into repression, which, as always, leaving nothing but emptiness, just because you do not want to face the things can make, erbA ;. Rmlich)
me is all, is caught up, dust-colored and I am stunned, splinters in the blood scrape along its tracks and drill into the heart, a strange pulling, pure organic Pain and I hear Portishead and think how nice it would now have a smoke, if I did not carry around this damned flu infection with me and I was wondering why the hell I am writing all this and if I will ever find an outlet for the vortex to unbearable tense emotions that I am loved one and all want to puke from the body and imagine what it would be to really explode, ash to be, black threads in the wind, rain on asphalt, clouds clouds, dirt and garbage, blood and vomit, empty bottles and injection needles, sweet colorful lights swaying swaying crowds lost in nothingness, a sky so endless and cold and I wonder what exactly is wrong with me actually, physically and mentally.
should probably stop all the things I do feel, and think that I do, feel and think and just try to follow what we as a healthy, life skills people called. Maybe then things would get better.
I just believe that I did not want that, any more than anything else. should
And I am unfortunately not really clear what it is, I do In this situation, in life at all, and in general, and in a spirit of constructive, productive purpose.
It is in its completely free valuation neutrality totally pointless exactly the same. There is no reason that forces you just to choose anything in particular.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Best Bronzing Powders 2010
I'm stupid, stupid, selfish, and especially inappropriate for any relationship between human kind
yesterday I got all messed up, which I had not messed up and so the best thing that could ever happen to me excluded from my life. How mindless can you get? How blind can you really act?
I have turned my back in recent weeks in the human being that I never never never never never never wanted to be. I have my cold heart to govern again, instead of listening to my gut feeling. And why? WHY? Because I once again panic over the deep, got to the reality and my memories. I would not again destroy something that saved my life and instead to act as usual, I wanted to do it differently. And what did I gain? I thought I'd get all ruined.
I came the problems of my friends that I can never ever be as close as they are right. So I have my thoughts directed at them, I'm so bothered that they are distracted, but secretly I wanted to distract myself. Did not even in front of me again have to admit, is all that important to me to destroy.
When I wrote yesterday that it's over, I knew at the time warned that it would probably be the biggest mistake of my life and gave me Lara the accused. I did not want us to tear us further. I did not want to hear all the time from her that she was the culprit and she said nothing means more. I happen to have the incredible talent, people from me and then if they really want to cling to me.
I have treated like dirt and put off the time. Ran away when she wanted to tell me what a Riesenidiotin I am. I just was not there. Was with people that I make but our lives but never could keep my life alive as they do. I need to know how you breathe, how you live, how does one know that it is possible. I need them just as much.
It is true that I was there for my friends here and I can not apologize for it and would that I took care of them. But what I need to apologize is that I have encountered the most important person in my life from me, was not there, although she was always there for me, I'm listed as an asshole that takes what It needs to return without anything and my blindness.
I gave her the feeling that I need it no more and that means nothing to me. I was really excited about how she could think of, but I know myself that I would not have otherwise felt. We have been disappointed too many times, have been duped and exploited, that such feelings creep in quickly. I would have to remember, but I've taken for granted that she understands me and accepts my actions, though I had forgotten that it is not just any person in my area, but just as I am.
It hurts so inhuman to have lost you. Maybe you can someday my apology, which came much too late to take ...
Friday, August 1, 2008
Soul Silver Rom For Desmume Ma
entfall @ 2008-08-01T17:48:00
I feel now, as I would fall. (Once again, surprise.)
A rush of images, Tonbruchstücke access, to touch nothing. No maintenance.
A wet clothes lump, hard and soft. Wake of the deep, swirling vortex, faster and faster and faster, on striking unstoppable.
Close your eyes, sleep.
tired Tired Sun
Can not focus my attention, I blurred diverges and even contrary, jumps and flees. View lot staring trübtränig.
apathy and inertia, every breath, tearing and pulling, so hard.
resistance. Powerless.
not think, just do not think . Too strenuous. Does not work.
repression, forget it. (Verlieren.)
Of these cases, omitted decay.
absorption.
Biting, sickening melancholy; instability on the border of madness into the void inside. Dizzy-making aggressive, bare will to destroy.
Lurking, grinning abyss black shadow, sharp.
(I guess I'm just not strong.)
blood red. Streaks on glass, fog and steam, crack and burst.
I feel now, as I would fall. (Once again, surprise.)
A rush of images, Tonbruchstücke access, to touch nothing. No maintenance.
A wet clothes lump, hard and soft. Wake of the deep, swirling vortex, faster and faster and faster, on striking unstoppable.
Close your eyes, sleep.
tired Tired Sun
Can not focus my attention, I blurred diverges and even contrary, jumps and flees. View lot staring trübtränig.
apathy and inertia, every breath, tearing and pulling, so hard.
resistance. Powerless.
not think, just do not think . Too strenuous. Does not work.
repression, forget it. (Verlieren.)
Of these cases, omitted decay.
absorption.
Biting, sickening melancholy; instability on the border of madness into the void inside. Dizzy-making aggressive, bare will to destroy.
Lurking, grinning abyss black shadow, sharp.
(I guess I'm just not strong.)
blood red. Streaks on glass, fog and steam, crack and burst.
Friday, July 25, 2008
Cubefield Cheat Skipping Levels
Daily Report Broken
Now that survived the holidays and enjoyed part of the holiday, so I can turn now to celebrate.
Bin struck still in Prague, even yesterday that it took so long before I was really at home, has not really contributed to my recovery. But now I have to do at least a lot.
Was just eat with Carina, Miriam, Sarah, Petra and Panitz ice. Herrlich see all again. Petra is in accordance with their mandatory two weeks Greece chocolate brown and the bet will win guaranteed to Mark. The boy had no chance from the start, but he could not see with his rose-colored glasses, yes.
are equal then Panitz and Sarah again and then we watch horror movies and to hide abuse Panitz. Tomorrow I go to Miriam, there's billiards evening. Let's see what there is. On Monday I
meet with Jasmine and Sarah and then we make a DVD marathon. On Tuesday, we all want to look to Oberhausen to the Centro for shopping and evening in the disco, then the sunrise. I need to Petra and Jasmine and Angelika even mini golf. try Abikleider we want to do yet. On Saturday must I at the wedding of my cousin. So the first week would be supplied plans. We might go even on Friday to Claudia. We'll see.
Now that survived the holidays and enjoyed part of the holiday, so I can turn now to celebrate.
Bin struck still in Prague, even yesterday that it took so long before I was really at home, has not really contributed to my recovery. But now I have to do at least a lot.
Was just eat with Carina, Miriam, Sarah, Petra and Panitz ice. Herrlich see all again. Petra is in accordance with their mandatory two weeks Greece chocolate brown and the bet will win guaranteed to Mark. The boy had no chance from the start, but he could not see with his rose-colored glasses, yes.
are equal then Panitz and Sarah again and then we watch horror movies and to hide abuse Panitz. Tomorrow I go to Miriam, there's billiards evening. Let's see what there is. On Monday I
meet with Jasmine and Sarah and then we make a DVD marathon. On Tuesday, we all want to look to Oberhausen to the Centro for shopping and evening in the disco, then the sunrise. I need to Petra and Jasmine and Angelika even mini golf. try Abikleider we want to do yet. On Saturday must I at the wedding of my cousin. So the first week would be supplied plans. We might go even on Friday to Claudia. We'll see.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
High Cholesterol And Pancreatitis
so many maybes
Maybe I changed me. Maybe not gonna be just in one direction. Perhaps all have changed my masks and I know none of them in a mirror. Maybe I will just imagine me to have changed me so that I explain my behavior even to me at least could.
Maybe I'm not the one I was always and I'm not the one for which I have kept. Maybe I'm even not even those for which I have kept them.
something I've left behind. Somewhere, no idea where. And what, I do not know. Perhaps it was important, perhaps, unimportant. In any case, it is noticeably gone. Maybe forever, maybe temporarily, maybe I'll make me even one.
Maybe I changed me. Maybe not gonna be just in one direction. Perhaps all have changed my masks and I know none of them in a mirror. Maybe I will just imagine me to have changed me so that I explain my behavior even to me at least could.
Maybe I'm not the one I was always and I'm not the one for which I have kept. Maybe I'm even not even those for which I have kept them.
something I've left behind. Somewhere, no idea where. And what, I do not know. Perhaps it was important, perhaps, unimportant. In any case, it is noticeably gone. Maybe forever, maybe temporarily, maybe I'll make me even one.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Symptoms Of Warts In Throat
Endless Night
Endless Night
Where's the star light?
Black is the day.
How I ever find home?
home this empty dream.
Took me the night.
Father, I'm so alone.
You wanted to be,
Whenever I need help,
Whenever I call you after,
But you're not there with me.
I listen to dark,
Did I hear your voice
One word, one word
And already goes by the nightmare.
When breaks in the morning?
Ooh, endless night Sleepless I wish I could
the day.
When you were still with me, I saw the way
Father, I've lost my way.
You wanted to be,
Whenever I need help,
Whenever I call you after,
But you're not there with me.
I listen in the dark,
Did I hear your voice.
One word, one word
And already goes by the nightmare
It is pitch dark outside. The castle is also, and very few lights in the city. No star can be seen in the sky. The night is overwhelming. Is heavy and it's scary.
I love this song and it touches me every time tears. :-(
I do not know what to write. German Lang has lost, 1-0. The Prague holiday is booked since yesterday and is always more expensive. My sister is selfish as ever and I still miss them. My parents push me off, or rather their responsibility on me I know I am an adult and should alone be able to live, but how to do it from such a position out
My starting position.? Most probably a high school with 3, something is what. I do with it? Where should I start? And instead, my parents ask me why it is, they push me off, for tuition. O-Ton: "In a few hours of tutoring, it should not be so."
No, because it's really not. But who cares?
I hope someone here can talk to me. Here, here "at home" here in the area. Someone I can call in the middle of the night and can stop by. Someone who thinks like me. Just someone who is there. I want to talk to someone walking on the letter, go visit a museum, visit exhibitions, theater. I will not always be the one that is not all that interested. I will no longer be the one that determines much of any idea or no interest hat.
Du fehlst.
Oh, endlose Nacht.
Spanien ist Europameister und ich kann kein Wort tschechisch.
Endless Night
Where's the star light?
Black is the day.
How I ever find home?
home this empty dream.
Took me the night.
Father, I'm so alone.
You wanted to be,
Whenever I need help,
Whenever I call you after,
But you're not there with me.
I listen to dark,
Did I hear your voice
One word, one word
And already goes by the nightmare.
When breaks in the morning?
Ooh, endless night Sleepless I wish I could
the day.
When you were still with me, I saw the way
Father, I've lost my way.
You wanted to be,
Whenever I need help,
Whenever I call you after,
But you're not there with me.
I listen in the dark,
Did I hear your voice.
One word, one word
And already goes by the nightmare
It is pitch dark outside. The castle is also, and very few lights in the city. No star can be seen in the sky. The night is overwhelming. Is heavy and it's scary.
I love this song and it touches me every time tears. :-(
I do not know what to write. German Lang has lost, 1-0. The Prague holiday is booked since yesterday and is always more expensive. My sister is selfish as ever and I still miss them. My parents push me off, or rather their responsibility on me I know I am an adult and should alone be able to live, but how to do it from such a position out
My starting position.? Most probably a high school with 3, something is what. I do with it? Where should I start? And instead, my parents ask me why it is, they push me off, for tuition. O-Ton: "In a few hours of tutoring, it should not be so."
No, because it's really not. But who cares?
I hope someone here can talk to me. Here, here "at home" here in the area. Someone I can call in the middle of the night and can stop by. Someone who thinks like me. Just someone who is there. I want to talk to someone walking on the letter, go visit a museum, visit exhibitions, theater. I will not always be the one that is not all that interested. I will no longer be the one that determines much of any idea or no interest hat.
Du fehlst.
Oh, endlose Nacht.
Spanien ist Europameister und ich kann kein Wort tschechisch.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Free Fully Finished Poptropica Accounts
books
Von claire lilliana übernommen:
The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
More than 6 are, however, this list is more than funny.
Von claire lilliana übernommen:
The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
More than 6 are, however, this list is more than funny.
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Footprints in the sand
Some people shape a life. Unconscious conscious and, intentionally and unintentionally
Let chronologically and only when, true character has also begun.
Daniela:
My former best friend. She has lived with me for primary school. with it much the first time I've seen I have grown with it. She was with me in many difficult times. Be it my investigations and related expenses with my parents or whether it is the realization that sometimes you have to let these people leave. You will never want to worry me, it will always be a part of my life, but we've grown apart, have changed us completely. If only because her little brother is my sponsor child, we will always have contact. I miss her.
Sandra:
'm with her I lived through my rebellious phase. Did the craziest things done and I really enjoyed every single day with her. We were never really close to each other and yet we needed each other. But then she moved away and since we are only sporadically. What I find sad. Very sad.
Norman:
He was my approximations of feelings. Has also worked somehow, only that it was very negative towards the end
Ivo.
has the one of them if you want to be brave and even overestimated. But who wants to fly, need to know how it is to fall. Some knowledge just tastes bitter.
Claudia:
got through them, I approach the dark soul of my acquaintance. Through them I've learned. that you need friends and they can not live without. Although lately we are not so small, we know we're there for each other always.
Jasmin:
She is different, very difficult from time to time, but it is fully in life. I admire you.
Angelika:
Sometimes it is me as a calming influence. For some things you just do not play such an important role and does not dwell on to appearances. It relaxes me.
Thomas: He has given me
me. He found me and he loved me so far the only one. He was my first love. I know I need him in my life, but must learn to live without him. I will miss him.
I could write a whole novel about him, but that would not catch him.
Lara:
I can not say exactly how they tell me has characterized or still does, but in any case, it was shaped. to live your way is awesome, in a positive way. It is extreme and I guess. You are not adjusted to maybe somewhere to fit better inside. It is always wonderful it is to itself.
Anne.
My soul Even if there is no way to recognize and show me the way they can not go, she with me. It keeps me alive. I do not remember how I came without them cope.
So, of course, missing since a few friends, but I just wanted to mention that I have really influenced. I need you all and I will not forget you. Never.
You are my footprints in the sand. It is my way.
Some people shape a life. Unconscious conscious and, intentionally and unintentionally
Let chronologically and only when, true character has also begun.
Daniela:
My former best friend. She has lived with me for primary school. with it much the first time I've seen I have grown with it. She was with me in many difficult times. Be it my investigations and related expenses with my parents or whether it is the realization that sometimes you have to let these people leave. You will never want to worry me, it will always be a part of my life, but we've grown apart, have changed us completely. If only because her little brother is my sponsor child, we will always have contact. I miss her.
Sandra:
'm with her I lived through my rebellious phase. Did the craziest things done and I really enjoyed every single day with her. We were never really close to each other and yet we needed each other. But then she moved away and since we are only sporadically. What I find sad. Very sad.
Norman:
He was my approximations of feelings. Has also worked somehow, only that it was very negative towards the end
Ivo.
has the one of them if you want to be brave and even overestimated. But who wants to fly, need to know how it is to fall. Some knowledge just tastes bitter.
Claudia:
got through them, I approach the dark soul of my acquaintance. Through them I've learned. that you need friends and they can not live without. Although lately we are not so small, we know we're there for each other always.
Jasmin:
She is different, very difficult from time to time, but it is fully in life. I admire you.
Angelika:
Sometimes it is me as a calming influence. For some things you just do not play such an important role and does not dwell on to appearances. It relaxes me.
Thomas: He has given me
me. He found me and he loved me so far the only one. He was my first love. I know I need him in my life, but must learn to live without him. I will miss him.
I could write a whole novel about him, but that would not catch him.
Lara:
I can not say exactly how they tell me has characterized or still does, but in any case, it was shaped. to live your way is awesome, in a positive way. It is extreme and I guess. You are not adjusted to maybe somewhere to fit better inside. It is always wonderful it is to itself.
Anne.
My soul Even if there is no way to recognize and show me the way they can not go, she with me. It keeps me alive. I do not remember how I came without them cope.
So, of course, missing since a few friends, but I just wanted to mention that I have really influenced. I need you all and I will not forget you. Never.
You are my footprints in the sand. It is my way.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
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Bento Bento
Oyako-Don with rice and matching Furikake to cucumber-corn-cheese salad with pine nuts and tomatoes for me.
Lazy dessert with a selection of Japanese sweets.
Oyako-Don with rice and matching Furikake to cucumber-corn-cheese salad with pine nuts and tomatoes for me.
Lazy dessert with a selection of Japanese sweets.
Monday, June 16, 2008
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over losing.
in his life but you lose more than that to win.
You lose your childhood, the unprejudiced, the innocence, the little things lose their luster. You lose friends, family members, you lose yourself again and again you lose faith, hope and, above all, one loses the love.
Nothing remains for eternity.
One loses, loses and loses. Wherever you look, people lose. Hang old things for which they once had, but they must now regret. Be it one time before in wealth, attention, the young years. Let it is a person who moved away, gone away or even died. Whether it's a feeling, a moment for some time. What good is it to cling to something that will disappear again? What good is it to trust one, to drop in the belief that one will always keep? What use is it to you when there is no Time, no constant, no peace? Rest in the course of time, peace in the expectations, peace in life.
One is forced to lose himself again and again. In order to integrate adapt contemporaries, to be able to. Always have to give up something of himself, something to give, always need to convert to keep the ability to to. You can never be a naked soul that we were just in a moment of our lives. Never can we unite all facets of us. We never can be the person we are, what we are but have no idea. One can not know who you are. How is one to know it too may of our thousands of pages? As you can see in the mirror and see all the facets together? When you see not just the one facet that we see ourselves and perhaps see even want / can? Others see, it's not something completely different? And this view is divided several times. Where, where we can, as seeing the person we are?
Without any character without influence, no opinions or regulations. Where we can be still undescribed?
Because in life, you can no longer be blank. Really, really about nothing more we can really make our own opinion. We lean on to something that already exists. We copy form in order to fit in, but are not new, not unimpressed. While we must constantly change or sometimes do, we lose ourselves. Lose more from the man that we could have been. While getting the chance to be someone else, whether better or worse does not matter, but while we get this way is that someone else is just not own
The person that you are yourself, there is no fluid mechanics to theoretical, since we just in this life we are. We are although we are, yet we have changed so much, adapted, lost that one could even be anyone else.
change is just another synonym for losing. Change is always that one gives up something and you reached for something new. If you simply lose changes and is satisfied with the alternative, perhaps even with the alternative more than satisfied. One can see also the case that you win. Of experiences, feelings and experiences. One gains knowledge, money and people. Man wins, wins and wins. And yet things can be behind it, you miss that one has liked / had that have shaped one, which have a simple accompanied only. You lose so much one also wins. You lose.
lose Maybe you have in life is to find out to who we really are. Maybe this is just the way to lose there. But it can not be possible to have that behind all this lies not lose the sense that it must be so. Surely that losing us fills us with the full, what we should be.
I was and am still so close to madness, as never before. I feel his presence beside me, before me, behind me and especially me. I feel when he is behind me, as his breath touches my neck, when he walks beside me, as his touch give me goose bumps when he stands before me, his eyes screened disappointed me. But most of all I feel it in me. Feel how he dismantled my mind, fire places and pushing my mind in the corner And all the madness just because the question. Who am I? No answer there, at least no answer that encompasses the whole truth. I've had enough of partial truths, only sections. I've had enough of losing.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
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salad (iceberg lettuce, Corn, radish, carrot) for me some little yellow and red tomatoes. Deep-fried veal rolls with sweet peas and carrots, sausage and egg mitssglückte flowers, Chinese cabbage and snow peas in cream cheese sauce on top and mini mozzarella.
For dessert, there were some banana chips, apple chips, cherries and gooseberry (for me), apple-banana compote and a Meltykiss.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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Bento Bento
You will not have any friends with Salahat! Yes
Diättag again, again, salad (iceberg lettuce, corn, radishes, egg) on veggies (yellow squash and eggplant in tomato sauce) with cottage cheese, catfish and fried sausages. For I then garlic mushrooms and tomatoes.
For dessert, there were some banana chips, apple chips, persimmons, cherries and gooseberry. Soni I still have foisted Sour cherries, but they did not like.
You will not have any friends with Salahat! Yes
Diättag again, again, salad (iceberg lettuce, corn, radishes, egg) on veggies (yellow squash and eggplant in tomato sauce) with cottage cheese, catfish and fried sausages. For I then garlic mushrooms and tomatoes.
For dessert, there were some banana chips, apple chips, persimmons, cherries and gooseberry. Soni I still have foisted Sour cherries, but they did not like.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
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Friday, June 6, 2008
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Bento Bento
Mapo Tofu Furikake and rice, and cucumber Salt for me with honey-mustard dressing for Soni with herb dressing.
For dessert, apple-strawberry compote gabs, apple cookies, cherries, and a golden Kivi.
Mapo Tofu Furikake and rice, and cucumber Salt for me with honey-mustard dressing for Soni with herb dressing.
For dessert, apple-strawberry compote gabs, apple cookies, cherries, and a golden Kivi.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
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Bento
Hiyashi Chuka , only that I did not makes also use ham instead of turkey breast and mustard sauce for the mustard green, it got to Pfirsicheistee.
For dessert, apple-banana compote, corn biscuits and grapes.
Hiyashi Chuka , only that I did not makes also use ham instead of turkey breast and mustard sauce for the mustard green, it got to Pfirsicheistee.
For dessert, apple-banana compote, corn biscuits and grapes.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Notes For Condolences
reporting
What a syndrome that could be, I did not notice me, on Friday will be tested ... probably.
Well at least he has apologized for the Monday, and his wife has that gorgeous accent, deep red lips and nails also has a pale complexion, black hair, how can I resist?
In Cologne, at the moment all posters, I will go there ! Maybe even this weekend ... rummailen times. The package of
Bertine.de came today, the lip gloss was not unfortunately, but that the case, which fits a shoe. had, together with scarf, pencil skirt and gloves It will also coincide with the neurologist. I wanted to make a picture of it, but the light is just too bad right now, maybe tomorrow.
Now I must get back to work ... and am so tired, but it is the month of the organization in the monster, and it is on the list so I have ran.
What a syndrome that could be, I did not notice me, on Friday will be tested ... probably.
Well at least he has apologized for the Monday, and his wife has that gorgeous accent, deep red lips and nails also has a pale complexion, black hair, how can I resist?
In Cologne, at the moment all posters, I will go there ! Maybe even this weekend ... rummailen times. The package of
Bertine.de came today, the lip gloss was not unfortunately, but that the case, which fits a shoe. had, together with scarf, pencil skirt and gloves It will also coincide with the neurologist. I wanted to make a picture of it, but the light is just too bad right now, maybe tomorrow.
Now I must get back to work ... and am so tired, but it is the month of the organization in the monster, and it is on the list so I have ran.
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Bento Bento
So there was no Amakara Niku-Dango-ni on couscous, salad and gyoza (Asian mini ravioli).
For dessert Daigaku Imo- that taste better than look added.
So there was no Amakara Niku-Dango-ni on couscous, salad and gyoza (Asian mini ravioli).
For dessert Daigaku Imo- that taste better than look added.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
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Korokke , my first attempt and I must say, after yesterday, I then tried egg con, I thought, if you eat it all now, who can say? No one know that you made it ... but well I did not today Soni yes starve. Pangasius cream teriyaki, cucumber salad, carrot salad and raspberry water (not in picture).
For dessert on LOUD expressed Wunch Panna Cotta with Caramellsauce ..
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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questionnaire, merci Lara.
Somehow I better sell the mood here ....
Somehow I better sell the mood here ....
Chapter I - that you
1. Name, ID card, according to Carla Schischke (! And Clara)
second And what do you call yourself? Calla, breath flowers (unfortunately), wasabi, Etam, the diabolical ...
third How many candles were on your birthday cake this year? Will be on my cake. Nineteen.
4th When the day is where you usually they blow out?
23rd September 5th
How old do you feel?
18, at most points fully.
6th Resident in:
Stolberg, district Aachen, North Rhine-Westphalia
7th Wohn'ste at even Mama?
Sure, unfortunately, whatever.
8th What are you doing now? School? Work? Study? Teaching?
school, stage 12
9th Test times up to 3 words to describe ...
Jib et net.
10th How would you describe yourself?
PS: (or feel free to send a picture with ...)
Weird.
11th the Du-yet simple:
the color of your eyes? Mishmash. Anything but brown.
your current hair color? Black tends to black-brown.
your natural hair color? Light brown or blond street dog.
pierced? Jap, nose.
tattoo? Nope.
pets? Somehow, cat
shoe size? Small 36, sometimes I get even to 37
19th Is your phone bill high?
Under.
20th How often do you let the phone ring before you rangehst?
least twice.
21st Have you ever ran off with two different socks?
Without any question.
22nd Which leg you are standing up in the morning?
links, or something.
23rd Well, when did the last time you showered?
A couple of hours.
24th the color of the pants you're wearing:
item is for sleeping, but if you want to know: blue.
25th How many steps do you go on the day: Too many
.
26th Do you have phobias?
Oh yes. Dogs / height.
27th What would happen if a cat to Tie a buttered toast on the back and they would then let fall down from some height?
kill the perpetrators and rescue the cat (when has she survived).
28th How many posters hanging in your room?
Four. And even the Krims Krams.
29th And what?
My MuhKuh, Harry Potter, Coca-Cola. Palms on the beach.
30th Your personal passion for collecting?
loose sheets.
31st What have you always in the fridge?
peppers with cream cheese.
32nd What do you do to relax?
listen to music.
33rd What do you do when you're bored?
listen to music, surf the web.
34th Smoking?
occasional smokers. Not addicted, I want, but need not.
35. How do you process your worries?
listen to music, staring into the area, talking with others.
36th Do you have many (over 10), good friends / acquaintances?
Approx.
37th Which person do you think now?
At one wants to think I do not.
38th Whose criticism you enjoy taking on?
The Lifeinletters of the people on that from my friends and my family.
39th your motto:
No one has asked you if you want to live, so you should also say no one, as you live.
40th How do you greet the most:?
Hey. Ola. Hellas.
41st What is the first of which you can remember in life?
surgery.
42 - The meaning of the universe, of life and all the rest: This one looks
always, but usually found nothing?.
43rd What business would you ever spend much money?
bookstores and H & M.
44th What is the last book you read?
reading Brave New World for English.
45th What is the worst book you've ever read?
Are you expierenced? for English.
46th and what were the best?
All of Sarah Dessen.
47th Try to imagine, you're stuck in an elevator and he stays. Which person you'd like to be by your side?
anyone single that I like.
48th What you eat normally for breakfast?
tea and toast.
49th Is it important to you, what others think of you?
Yes, I did. But not necessarily.
50th Is it important for you to be special, to distinguish yourself?
Defined I'm already is, and especially each.
51st Want to be loved by all?
Never.
52nd What do you take with you on a deserted island?
something to get away. Not the right answer, right?
53rd Is there something that you're proud of?
Not that I know of.
54th You wash your feet every day?
called the showers with me.
55th What are your hands?
Klein, my middle finger is crooked. Perhaps used too often? And my poor nails.
56th Are you into bodybuilding?
Nope.
57th How are you feeling today?
Life sucks, right? Was better.
58th Did you sleep well last night or bad?
Bad, because the full moon.
59th What have you dreamed of and by whom?
not know.
60th How long do you usually need to clean up your room?
spatialI really not, and when you make, I need days.
61st - 91 your (s) Favorite ...
Film: Pride and Prejudice
game: Cluedo
Toys: Barbie * shame * but no more.
Color: Black / Red
Website: Life in Letters
cartoon character: Huey, Dewey and Louie.
Advertising / Publicity: Germany advertising.
TV Series: Gilmore Girls.
Cast: Johnny Depp
Quote: Love knows the only one who loves without hope. Don Karlos
Weather: warm summer rain and sunshine
magazine: no
stories: Ritual of!
character from Sesame Street: Samson
Poet: Hesse, Shakespeare
country: was still not enough. Beautiful German, ürbigens.
City: Hamburg.
animal: cat
Flowers: Callas. Obviously why.
scent / smell: The smell of something familiar.
School Subject: philosophy.
teacher / colleague: Favorite teacher? Mr. Falter and Mrs. Harder.
resort: Hamburg
Food: Pizza Four Cheese, but only by Ristorante.
drink: iced tea.
drug: love
Sports: Hockey
day: Saturday
Sign: Virgo.
ice: Walnut
Knabberkram: Rumdinger of Ritter Sport.
Chapter II - Make up your mind!
(Or just give a comment from ... :-)
Ernst / funny: in between, really
workaholic / lazy: lazy
whole milk or Durable: Durable. I do not need as much milk.
Simple or Complicated: Complicated
law or matter: no matter
flowers or angels: Flowers
read or write: Write
color or black and white photographs: color photos
sunrise or a sunset? "Stand up sunset
late or late-waking up: Late wake up
What is more romantic: get up late or sleep late? Romantic? I think, to sleep late. Since you have still the night together.
eat an apple or an orange: an apple.
What comes first, business or pleasure? Really should come first job, but I will not.
restaurant with candlelight or moonlight picnic: picnic in the moonlight ... that's really romantic.
Berg-/Talbahn: cable car
Lego / Playmobil Lego
Left or Right: Right.
vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
green beans or carrots: Carrots
generous / stingy: Generously
cat or dog: cat
brown or black and white cows: black-white-
coffee, tea or cocoa? Tea!
half empty or half full: Half empty
mustard or ketchup: Ketchup
newspaper or magazine: newspaper
Carnival / Carnival: Carnival!
nightgown / pajamas: pajamas
sandals or sneakers: trainers
digital or analog clock? Digital clock, the other I can not read.
pen / pen: pen, or I've just always kind of blue finger.
diesel, wear, drink or refuel? Unsure?
Saturday or Saturday: Saturday.
filofax / diary or calendar appointment book / homework book? Appointment book
Pepsi and Berlin or chocolate with strawberry filling: Pepsi and Berlin. I stand on Berlin. To eat, I mean.
hat or cap: cap
cold hands or cold feet: Cold feet
shortsighted or far-sighted: I always forget what I am, because then the other.
Santa Claus / Easter Bunny: Santa
speaker or listener: listeners
car / bike / bus / train? Car, finally!
Chapter III - Questions, questions ...
133rd Do you like incense?
Already yes. But discreet.
134th Shall you like fast?
clear.
135th What color (clothes) do you like most?
black, but does not really matter.
136th What is right next to you?
Eisteeflasche.
137th What drug (coffee, chocolate ,...) you stuff so pure in you?
Rumdinger, iced tea.
138th What was the last film you've watched?
Sunday: The dark side. Was not so sparkling.
139th Which one (s) Celebrity you'd like to know more personal level?
Mari Barth, I can soon. Then Sarah Dessen.
140th What would you like to change about you? Too much to list
.
141st Did you have acne in puberty?
Fortunately not.
142nd Is there still life somewhere in space?
Definitely.
143rd Do you believe in miracles?
Depends on my mood.
144th If you'd be what color crayon would you be? I would like to
red.
145th If super glue sticks absolutely everywhere, why not on the inside of the tube?
What interests me?
146th There's another word for synonym?
comparison word
147th Why do people believe one immediately if they are told that there are 400 billion stars in the sky, But if one says that the park bench is freshly painted, they must first touch it to believe it?
Because people are too lazy to recount. But scan once, killing no one.
148th Would you move far for a lot of money and leave everything behind you?
(nothing and no one take)? No. I want, but I can not.
149th What do you do to sleep better too?
listen to music.
150th How long do you sleep on average
6 hours.
151st As does your bedding?
orange-purple with some patterns.
152nd Snore when you sleep?
From time to time, unfortunately.
153rd When is your go to bed-time?
During the school year 11, half past eleven, otherwise no limits.
154th Sleeps a stuffed animal (or so) in your bed?
and all three have a name,
155th How many pillows do you sleep?
10
156th What color is the wallpaper in your bedroom?
light blue.
157th Do you get a bad conscience when you for important work will not learn? Should I actually, but I'm repeating offender, my conscience is dulled.
158th Is it hard for you to admit a mistake? From time to time.
159th What makes you cry?
many things, but unfortunately some are not. I can not cry whenever I want.
160th How many times a year do you cry?
I do not count something, you know I have better things to do.
161st Have you ever read its hands
Japanese, for fun.
162nd Can you move one leg behind your head?
Nee.
163rd Do you cook for yourself or even other?
I would not hesitate.
164th How often do you brush your teeth?
twice a day.
165th Can you paint beautiful?
Unfortunately not, but what I also do not discourage.
166th If you something embarrassing?
Yes, but always different.
167th Do you write diary?
I once.
168th Which person (s) you should mention most often in your journal?
Sun
169th Who told you last wrote a personal letter?
My former best friend.
170th Who did you last wrote a personal letter?
my former best friend.
171st What color are the pens with which you write the most?
blue or black, as coolie.
172nd Name your worst negative feature!
laziness.
173rd Name your best positive characteristic!
I'm always there for someone, no matter when, how, where, what.
174th In which store would you like to have include a night?
Mayer's and Starbucks.
175th What do you mean at the time the most?
Good question ...
176th Why kamikaze pilots wore helmets?
Who cares?
177th What is under your bed?
determined dust, dead spiders.
Chapter IV - your love
178th Well, when was your first kiss?
early as kindergarten
179th And how was your first kiss?
a mistake and therefore much too strange.
180th Which person you kiss the most?
If I have, my friend.
181st If you, your order (s) beloved (s) to win going to the TV?
That's stupid.
182nd How would you win back your (s) Ex, if desired?
they separated for a reason.
183rd Currently in love?
Unfortunately, yes.
184th Do you think you love someone?
so, yes.
185th You lift you love letters?
Yes, I do.
186th Do you like to cuddle?
Oh yes. With everyone I run into my arms.
187th Do you know how to make a woman happy do?
My friends, yes.
188th Do you know how to make a man happy?
I try it at least. Extrapolating this to me?
189th What would you a reason to separate you from your Friend Request to / in?
If he deceives me, if his feelings are genuine, if he is just an asshole ...
190th When you say "I love you"?
If I out of my deepest heart, with my whole body, my soul and my spirit, so mean. \u0026lt;\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I can not say better.
191st Do you like candlelight dinner?
Yes, it would be a surprise even well-intended.
192nd You give away roses?
I have already.
193rd The most romantic thing you ever happened:
A poem for me.
194th Do you believe in love at first sight?
If they happen to me, yes.
195th What does it all for you to true love?
Absolute trust, understanding, to surrender to the other, give a little to make and to discover common ground. Exactly.
196th What do you find most sexy in the opposite sex?
eyes, size (not what you're thinking), body size, the character.
197th And what on its own?
eyes of the character.
198th When was your first time?
That's a strange story. I honestly do not even ob alcohol is just an enemy.
199th What is it good for sex?
connection, I guess.
200th At what most unusual place you made between human?
I let myself be surprised.
two hundred and first Will you marry and / or just spend the rest of your life with someone?
liked both, even if I am not can imagine.
202nd Where are you going on honeymoon?
for a dream destination of both.
203rd Children?
Not yet.
204th Which zodiac sign best suits you?
Mine. Virgin.
205th Are you confident with your body?
No, definitely not.
206th What was up with your loyalty now?
available Absolutely.
207th How many times a day do you think about sex?
not every day.
208th If you were invisible, who would you observe during sex?
anyone. What you do not, which one do you want to add anything to other people.
209th Do you sometimes you do not love the way it is expected of you?
Yes, I often think that my love is different.
210th Do you hear more on the heart or head?
Unfortunately far too often on the head.
211th What would be a reason for you to someone whom you ignore even very liked, perfect?
Like the Trennunsggrund.
212th What are you usually so afraid of?
Before loneliness, before leaving, before the failure, both in the work, in love or in the human. Yep, the same way.
Chapter V - Questions, questions ....
211th What happened to you if you drink alcohol?
I'll loose. Unfortunately this is often tempting.
212th What type of drunk are you?
Such and such. Funny, but also animal seriously.
213th What is your idea of hell?
here and now.
214th If you were one days almighty, what would you do?
My name is Bruce and if not, then I'd be afraid of power.
215th A country that you would like to travel?
Canada, New Zealand, Ireland.
216th Have you ever dealt with your life through negligence?
Yes, once almost too far. Anything else, even more often.
217th Who is your very own hero?
I need one.
218th What is your next goal?
to write my book to create a passable Abi.
219th What do you think is better: Past, Present, Future?
present.
220th What think you have to often?
My "condition".
221st If a schizophrenic threatens suicide, it can then be convicted of kidnapping?
He needs more help.
222nd What are your favorite music styles?
alternative.
223rd Perhaps a certain degree of catchy?
Evanescence - Bring me to life.
224th Which band is the greatest of all time and why?
Toten Hosen, wonderfully atmospheric.
225th Which artist has disappointed you last?
Avril Lavigne. Because she a doll has become.
226th What was your first self-bought album?
Kelly Family - Angel. And I am ashamed.
227th You are in a bar What music would cause you to go?
Hakke.
228th What makes you dance?
much everything really.
229th Are you musically?
Unfortunately not.
230th Do you hate the music that your parents like?
only some.
231st What season you like best?
always the one that just is not there.
232nd Are you ticklish?
course.
233rd You bow your clothes yourself?
I can not, I would not ;-)
234th Terrorisierst you people with e-cards?
Only sometimes.
235th Why lemonade consists mainly of artificial ingredients while real lemon juice in dish soap in it is?
Again, who cares?
236th An important history for you year?
2000, the millennium does not change that fast.
237th 1989 - a special year?
Wall came down, my birth. Of course.
238. What are the 90's for you?
My first year, not more.
239th Ever got stuck in the elevator?
but a stick.
240th What you eat your yogurt rather, with a metal or plastic spoon?
Alete of plastic.
241st How often are you in what is in the theater?
Not as often as I want.
242nd Have you ever been to a demonstration?
had in recent times often offered, but no,
243rd Which would you go with?
against Nazis. Stolberg is a disgrace.
244th Go you choose?
No. And I do not want to hear comments about it.
245th Do you think you can make a difference?
all depends on what.
246th What did you get for Christmas? 247th
DVD, money,
If you could meet a legend or an already deceased person, who would it be?
Shakespeare, my grandma.
248th Is it hard for you to remove yourself from people who nag you absolutely, although they do anything evil?
Sometimes, depends on the person.
249th How is your name backwards?
ekhcsihcs arlac
250th Do you have a faith?
times I need one.
251st What, if anything, do you imagine God?
age man with white beard. Plate holder.
252nd What happens after death?
I think there is nothing. No Nirvana, no survival, no afterlife. Everything comes to an end, even a life.
253rd Annoyed by the questions?
only a little.
254th Do you like storms cool or are you scared of thunderstorms?
I like them, make them fear me anyway.
255th Do you have a loved one once again done a great hurt?
Yes. Far too often already.
256th Feed them you ducks in the park?
If by chance I had was, indeed, nothing else.
257th What do you do only once a week?
sport.
258th Do you have a good sense of direction?
Yes, I must have because he has nobody else here.
259th What would you do for money in the world?
a lot. My friends deceive, for example.
260th How long does your morning auf'm toilet?
20 minutes, with everything.
261st What makes you angry?
Too much and much unjustified.
262nd Do you need a psychiatrist?
Yes, no shit.
263rd Or have you ever been the victim of a crime?
Yes.
264th Or you yourself have committed one? Punished? Made
times I have determined one, but bestaft no.
265th You regret it? (Also that you still have not committed any ...:-)
No.
266th Do you use like the reasoning: "All the others are too."?
past, now I do what I want.
267th Have you ever danced naked in the rain?
No, just tightened.
268th Who would win if there would be two of your kind?
Hmm, I guess I do.
269th You are quoting rates in normal discussions of films and books?
Yes and it's fun.
270th What you wear on the beach: swimsuit / bikini, swimsuit, swim cap, nothing?
bikini. Nix, that I do to anyone.
271st If you could kill people just by thinking about how many would die?
Unfortunately so many.
272nd You will get hit by a car, which is the most likely cause?
I am again running blindly through the world history.
273rd Does it take much effort to change your views?
Yes.
274th How often do you wear no underwear sometimes?
every day. When showering, you swine.
275th Do you have a lava lamp?
I want one.
276th What was your biggest mistake?
I've been too often the wrong decision.
277th Have you had surgery before?
several times. Lip twice, once eyes. And then local matters: once on foot and once in the arm.
278th As you can annoy other people the most?
I ignore them or nerve.
you 279.Hast/hattest/brauchst times braces?
I had.
280th Where do you see yourself in ten years?
Hopefully in a career and a relationship.
281st What is the most embarrassing things ever happened?
I will not even say here.
282nd If you went to school again, you would do everything again exactly as you have done before?
No, I would do more.
283rd Do you sometimes, you're adopted?
Sometimes the thought comforting.
284th Do you recognize yourself again and again if you're in the mirror / old photos look like?
Yes, my face is burned in me.
285th Is life mean to you?
Yes, and how.
286th What was the best formulation In'n assessment in one of your products? I've already
ages no longer had assessments.
287th Do you talk to yourself? (So what is to be healthy!)
Yes, now and then.
288th Which is for you the most beautiful word in the dictionary?
love
289th Are you a member in irgend'nem club? If a
Theater-Ag a club?
290th Can you introduce yourself when you get old?
No, somehow not at all.
291st Tequila? yes (with me?)
Tequila no, but with vodka.
292nd If the questionnaire promised too much?
It was ok.
293rd Do you like happy endings?
Without any question.
294th Do you have to howl at farewells often?
Depends on the farewell.
295th What time is it now?
23:53. I should go to bed.
296th What did you think of this questioning?
Did I really like.
297th Anyone who has answered so much time and 300 questions?
Moi.
298th The questionnaire has helped you to get to know yourself better?
something.
299th When leaving, shake hugging, hands or kiss?
It depends on people, but most embrace.
300th What is your favorite word of farewell?
Bye.
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Monday, May 19, 2008
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Today, when exhausted by this virus, I have caught me, very simple and unimaginative.
noodles with sauce and romaine Hack "light sauce with no name that I have compiled Schuster, salad, choice of Cheddar for salad or pasta and black currant water.
For dessert are full-grain crackers, mango and last tiefgekühle watermelon.
Friday, May 16, 2008
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It is "What was left of the week-Friday"
pepper couscous salad with another honey-mustard dressing is not so great was, beef steak and green beans, Gamba variants in love cucumbers dill rice uuuund * drum roll * my first Tamagoyaki! It was a cramp, and I have done with a normal stock, but it was delicious. Chilled melon balls, it was again, like strawberry water.
The sandwich of whole wheat bread, lettuce, cucumber, cheddar cheese and sauteed Carpaccio Soni has noticed for later. Again I was able to smuggle it into her pocket, without even realizing it, I was born to a pickpocket! * * Hrhrhr
The dessert was now made of coconut marshmallows, mini marshmallows and chocolate and strawberry Marti. In the
Plastikglückskeks was a Milchcaramell and a promise.
Also I once made pictures to show you the various packaging stages.
It is "What was left of the week-Friday"
pepper couscous salad with another honey-mustard dressing is not so great was, beef steak and green beans, Gamba variants in love cucumbers dill rice uuuund * drum roll * my first Tamagoyaki! It was a cramp, and I have done with a normal stock, but it was delicious. Chilled melon balls, it was again, like strawberry water.
The sandwich of whole wheat bread, lettuce, cucumber, cheddar cheese and sauteed Carpaccio Soni has noticed for later. Again I was able to smuggle it into her pocket, without even realizing it, I was born to a pickpocket! * * Hrhrhr
The dessert was now made of coconut marshmallows, mini marshmallows and chocolate and strawberry Marti. In the
Plastikglückskeks was a Milchcaramell and a promise.
Also I once made pictures to show you the various packaging stages.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
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cheese quiche, pepper couscous, the obligatory salad, under the veal steak (it looks in brant, I know it's not) are green beans in pepper sauce.
The sandwiches are made of whole wheat bread, lettuce, cucumber, cheddar and sauteed Carpaccio (yes, one does not, perhaps, but I do not like raw meat.).
The light is there Paradis Vanilla Cream, the balls were frozen watermelon and raspberries in the pot of water.
Friday, May 9, 2008
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Will it ever ... Can not believe I'm broken
hot .... I'm so happy, yes, that in any case. I'm tired, exhausted, but still relatively quiet. In me, of course.
The weather blows away all thoughts can flow away the pressure. It's all there, without any question. But I myself am ready to to deal with it. And now ... yes can now, I'm just as long as I.
I try to lean into the life, times look sniff ... a "look" only just.
will Tonight I go to Sarah, I either take Sarah, Jasmine Petras or shoulders and I lean on. Sit and watch the sun go down with. While listening Dennis, maybe a little tease Mr. Maibaum. A quiet evening in the garden level. Maybe we can still find something for the remaining days. Cinema, swimming lake, mini golf. Just something.
With my mother I approach again, because I have naturally given way again. I need it, so I hate to admit it. I think my father still at bay, even if he somehow does not matter is. And my sister I do not see is determined first and hopefully if your better half there. In between
should I learn more math and history and finally read it, the English-reading.
I leave quietly into the weekend, we'll see tomorrow may see the very different.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
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inside ...
... but I get used to the feeling.
I still lack the ability to speak and somehow I lack the will to do at all. What actually happened
if you already getting up again falls?
At least not with me anymore, I feel to choke, it does not feel more then than I would someone push the neck. It feels rather then, when I would simply not be able to. That's good.
down
It's better to give up ... the only other choice was falling.
Let me yet. asks does not require me zureißen together. Please do not. I can not understand it.
... but I get used to the feeling.
I still lack the ability to speak and somehow I lack the will to do at all. What actually happened
if you already getting up again falls?
At least not with me anymore, I feel to choke, it does not feel more then than I would someone push the neck. It feels rather then, when I would simply not be able to. That's good.
down
It's better to give up ... the only other choice was falling.
Let me yet. asks does not require me zureißen together. Please do not. I can not understand it.
Friday, March 28, 2008
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how lonely and desperate can you get?
Man so will have much someone likes the one about him. One yearns for touching, one longs for the nostalgia of a self and above all for another.
war I do not even times reasonable rates down, maybe make the three hours of sleep.
Yesterday / Today was really just great, except that one must always take into consideration. You have to ask his own feelings into the background so that others can not hurt, but what is done with a self, the other not matter anyway.
go along I wanted, so I wanted it! And what did I gain? I am ashamed of myself. I do not even remember how the guy looked like.
And all that I now feel this way?
how lonely and desperate can you get?
Man so will have much someone likes the one about him. One yearns for touching, one longs for the nostalgia of a self and above all for another.
war I do not even times reasonable rates down, maybe make the three hours of sleep.
Yesterday / Today was really just great, except that one must always take into consideration. You have to ask his own feelings into the background so that others can not hurt, but what is done with a self, the other not matter anyway.
go along I wanted, so I wanted it! And what did I gain? I am ashamed of myself. I do not even remember how the guy looked like.
And all that I now feel this way?
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
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God, how much I hate being so fucking weak.
Where's my support, where is my life, where am I?
I miss my old sister, I miss my old friends, I miss my old self. I would again be so cold that everything bounces off of me. I want the eyes no longer see, hear not the spells. I can not.
But when I see it, have they only attack surface, only more food. I do not want.
I do not want to be treated, I will not dissolve further. Who am I, damn who I really am? I want no future, I will no longer possible, I do not want anymore.
I'm afraid.
God, how much I hate being so fucking weak.
Where's my support, where is my life, where am I?
I miss my old sister, I miss my old friends, I miss my old self. I would again be so cold that everything bounces off of me. I want the eyes no longer see, hear not the spells. I can not.
But when I see it, have they only attack surface, only more food. I do not want.
I do not want to be treated, I will not dissolve further. Who am I, damn who I really am? I want no future, I will no longer possible, I do not want anymore.
I'm afraid.
Friday, March 7, 2008
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Am I a coward, because I am the pain as much as possible out of the way to go? Am I a coward because I would rather disappear than to make me what comes to me? Am I a coward, because others create it or at least make the appearance as if they do it and not me?
I am a coward when I say that nothing to live for me?
If I try to describe how I feel what is going on inside me, I'd say to me goes like Bella in the second part. This feeling of the hole, which eats up a growing, more and more .... But it is not enough!
Not only my heart is a hole, my whole self. My whole damn self. What am
I actually? Who am I? What makes me special? Draws me of something out of anything? I want a man who knows me and accepts me for that too. Someone who comes to me, just say so and: It's nice that you are there. Someone I find confirmation of my existence. Someone who tells me that I'm needed, I have a content.
Someone let me say that I am not empty. Not just a shell.
I can not stand it anymore. I think words, looks, gestures, touches, feelings any longer. I breathe and suffocate. I live and die every time a bit more. I fight so much and lose much more. I will not. I can not. I do not.
Giving up is not an alternative but finally a decision.
Am I a coward, because I am the pain as much as possible out of the way to go? Am I a coward because I would rather disappear than to make me what comes to me? Am I a coward, because others create it or at least make the appearance as if they do it and not me?
I am a coward when I say that nothing to live for me?
If I try to describe how I feel what is going on inside me, I'd say to me goes like Bella in the second part. This feeling of the hole, which eats up a growing, more and more .... But it is not enough!
Not only my heart is a hole, my whole self. My whole damn self. What am
I actually? Who am I? What makes me special? Draws me of something out of anything? I want a man who knows me and accepts me for that too. Someone who comes to me, just say so and: It's nice that you are there. Someone I find confirmation of my existence. Someone who tells me that I'm needed, I have a content.
Someone let me say that I am not empty. Not just a shell.
I can not stand it anymore. I think words, looks, gestures, touches, feelings any longer. I breathe and suffocate. I live and die every time a bit more. I fight so much and lose much more. I will not. I can not. I do not.
Giving up is not an alternative but finally a decision.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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Why do I feel always so hilfllos? So damn helpless? I have to look tired and just help to have the desire to, and can not do anything. No matter how much I would like to see, no matter how hard I try to hope, to believe ... again and again, always and again I am thrown back behind the glass wall and can again be seen only once in the front row.
to see, you know how stupid that is? How much I hate it?
I think it is no longer stuck in the role where help is such a scarce commodity. So I hope help me in one direction, which I will never never never never get back because I've installed giant Vollidotin me. And the help I get, can not help it. Where is there justice? Then I
try to help as much, again, again and again and yet I can not, I am not able to do so, I am too weak, can empathize with me, whatever. I can not!
If I did not already did, I would despair of me. I just have the incredible talent that make little luck, that's brought me to break. Easy to destroy. I'm really, clearly a masochist. Pain, suffering, grief, this is my world. I can only exist if I can suffer. Should I be happy, then only for a very short duration. I can not bear the happiness and the happiness I can not bear.
Where others have a survival instinct, as I have a self-destructive impulse. My past is the purest, cruel misery, my presence is more than pathetic, and my future is a huge black hole that makes life impossible.
displacement is not a solution and actually not even a possibility, but I have to do it so I can make something that calls live. I can not expect others to stand it to be permanently konfrontriert with my suffering, if they still have their own problems and a life. I can not lean on others, I can not.
empty, cold, lonely, helpless, lost corrupt, desperate, abandoned, injured confused, fragile, pathetic, weak, incompetent, unloved, hard, hateful, impossible, anxious, panicky, trapped, locked.
That's me. Damn.
Why do I feel always so hilfllos? So damn helpless? I have to look tired and just help to have the desire to, and can not do anything. No matter how much I would like to see, no matter how hard I try to hope, to believe ... again and again, always and again I am thrown back behind the glass wall and can again be seen only once in the front row.
to see, you know how stupid that is? How much I hate it?
I think it is no longer stuck in the role where help is such a scarce commodity. So I hope help me in one direction, which I will never never never never get back because I've installed giant Vollidotin me. And the help I get, can not help it. Where is there justice? Then I
try to help as much, again, again and again and yet I can not, I am not able to do so, I am too weak, can empathize with me, whatever. I can not!
If I did not already did, I would despair of me. I just have the incredible talent that make little luck, that's brought me to break. Easy to destroy. I'm really, clearly a masochist. Pain, suffering, grief, this is my world. I can only exist if I can suffer. Should I be happy, then only for a very short duration. I can not bear the happiness and the happiness I can not bear.
Where others have a survival instinct, as I have a self-destructive impulse. My past is the purest, cruel misery, my presence is more than pathetic, and my future is a huge black hole that makes life impossible.
displacement is not a solution and actually not even a possibility, but I have to do it so I can make something that calls live. I can not expect others to stand it to be permanently konfrontriert with my suffering, if they still have their own problems and a life. I can not lean on others, I can not.
empty, cold, lonely, helpless, lost corrupt, desperate, abandoned, injured confused, fragile, pathetic, weak, incompetent, unloved, hard, hateful, impossible, anxious, panicky, trapped, locked.
That's me. Damn.
Monday, February 18, 2008
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So slowly I have the feeling that I burst with a loud bad conscience.
I can not always .... man!
manure is not.
Friday, February 8, 2008
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Walking on sunshine .... Getting lost
So that must now be firmly held views be after, I think it maybe not.
This weather makes me, blending, I'm soooo incredibly good mood that one should be afraid and anxious. But grapeshot! is not it.
Maybe I just tired, maybe I'm just happy times at last what used to be home. My opinion is that all the same anyway and I enjoy it just now, huh? It really is that nice weather, my window is wide open and the heat (I can not say it often enough) wind brushed against me. I shall take lots of pictures. Oh yes, I am looking forward to it.
I want you to want me, right?
This feeling is like no other.
Oh you, guys, I know that this does not really have much content, but it just had to get out again. I am energy-charged as Hippel and perfect. I'm driving myself crazy
.
Now I jump even between languages.
I listen better.
Merci.
So that must now be firmly held views be after, I think it maybe not.
This weather makes me, blending, I'm soooo incredibly good mood that one should be afraid and anxious. But grapeshot! is not it.
Maybe I just tired, maybe I'm just happy times at last what used to be home. My opinion is that all the same anyway and I enjoy it just now, huh? It really is that nice weather, my window is wide open and the heat (I can not say it often enough) wind brushed against me. I shall take lots of pictures. Oh yes, I am looking forward to it.
I want you to want me, right?
This feeling is like no other.
Oh you, guys, I know that this does not really have much content, but it just had to get out again. I am energy-charged as Hippel and perfect. I'm driving myself crazy
.
Now I jump even between languages.
I listen better.
Merci.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
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I am now saying for a while once Goody Bye.
've noticed the last time only through a mist, I became aware today. I sat there and I could not think partout not know what actually happened in recent times. Whether it was important or not, I was there completely indifferent. It'll fly by only a few scraps of memory and the I already do not fit. Was it yesterday or even last week, I've only dreamed about?
This condition makes me mad.
So take me amiss.
Friday, January 25, 2008
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Can I contact times (!) Tell someone what is really into me? I think I have not them all. All the time I moan around and just say that I hate to be like I have become. Yes, great, I do not like it no? Not at all. I adhere to the past and know that they destroyed me. Regardless, I hold. From bloody, blind, helpless fear. The fear that made me into believing that I if I let go, empty bin. That's me no more.
All I am is set up then. My thoughts are so different, my future, my feelings, my way. What am I when all this is gone? Is it me, then at all?
fool And I let myself go, just go along Sun How do I dare? How could it have happened? What do I expect anyway? I'm the one who is to blame and I can not get rid of, by letting them draw. I must finally learn to live with it. I should have my life in their hands and not my life myself.
I need help so badly and yet would be too late to help . Come I fault that I could come to that'm the one who made me so much. I have admitted it, had seen it coming and have not yet avoided. Frontal attack, and now I'm lying in a coma. A faint heartbeat as a sign of life. Breath, which will escape only slowly, because the fear beats in me to go back a little to have to leave. And only the anxious hope that I can finally wake up and disappear from this nightmare. Yet the fear and wake up to see that there is nothing left of me. I'm just a touch of my self, too weak to be at all.
Can I contact times (!) Tell someone what is really into me? I think I have not them all. All the time I moan around and just say that I hate to be like I have become. Yes, great, I do not like it no? Not at all. I adhere to the past and know that they destroyed me. Regardless, I hold. From bloody, blind, helpless fear. The fear that made me into believing that I if I let go, empty bin. That's me no more.
All I am is set up then. My thoughts are so different, my future, my feelings, my way. What am I when all this is gone? Is it me, then at all?
fool And I let myself go, just go along Sun How do I dare? How could it have happened? What do I expect anyway? I'm the one who is to blame and I can not get rid of, by letting them draw. I must finally learn to live with it. I should have my life in their hands and not my life myself.
I need help so badly and yet would be too late to help . Come I fault that I could come to that'm the one who made me so much. I have admitted it, had seen it coming and have not yet avoided. Frontal attack, and now I'm lying in a coma. A faint heartbeat as a sign of life. Breath, which will escape only slowly, because the fear beats in me to go back a little to have to leave. And only the anxious hope that I can finally wake up and disappear from this nightmare. Yet the fear and wake up to see that there is nothing left of me. I'm just a touch of my self, too weak to be at all.
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